I miss this blog. I miss blogging. I don’t really know where my time has gone or is going. I am finally feeling better. My arm is no longer numb. My neck doesn’t hurt so much when I turn it. I am beginning to exercise.
I think for a long time I had been depressed. I think that I am coming out of it now. I was in a weird state where I could not cry. I would want to, but I really couldn’t do it. I might could get a tear or two out, but that was it. Now, if something makes me sad, I can be sad. I can have tears. I am not a crying – weeping – mess.
I feel a lot more clear than I have in a long time.
I have started a blog on tumblr. It’s different. Not as personal. Maybe I just haven’t made any friends there yet.
I hope all is well with you.
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I know what you mean. I keep wanting to blog and failing to. I just put up a post today, ironically, which led me to check yours (it\’s on Blogspot). Sometimes, I think things get so overwhelming that our bodies just turn off the emotions because they are more than one can handle. I am glad you are feeling clearer. *hugs!*Microsoft really devastated spaces when they did the upgrade that launched so many of us off the service. My computer (older, granted) could not handle the interface, it was so slow. I do like Blogspot, though, for its more customizable interface, and I just use Flickr for images (along with Blogspot\’s native picture hosting).